Sundays are such crappy days

Every time I recognize I have a "feeling" about something, I'm trying to remind myself to blog about it. Not that I want to have a blog full of "I hate my life .." moments, but a blog where people realize the ups and downs of my life because it isn't all perfect. In August, I told Scott since he had been such a great sport supporting the new things in my life - running thousands of miles, no longer sleeping in on Saturdays, aches and pains of 15 mile runs and standing at the finish line of so far each race I have run - that I would make a sincere effort to enjoy one of the major loves of his life - football. In the past I have really put up some major fights. 

I can't understand why we have to watch it all day Sunday, Monday nights, Thursday nights and Saturday's. Yes, this means "we" love Pro AND College football. I even joined a Fantasy League this year just so I could have something to talk about. But when it comes down to it, I just really hate Sunday's. He goes to his friends house and they watch football all day. I take time out for myself and do some things that I need to do for myself, but that doesn't take the whole day. Currently though at the same time, I'm going to admit that I miss my parents. Sunday's are days I could just hang out at home, and they would be there. If they weren't there during the afternoon, I could always look forward to dinner with them. That really helped make my days, not so lonely. 

However, they are gone right now and for the past 2 weeks I have dropped Scott off at his friends house at 12:30 and been left to figure out the remainder of the day by myself. I hate being by myself. I am a social person. Granted my social circle is rather small, but I prefer to be in the company of friends and family majority of the time. I really don't like being alone. I try my hardest to not pester Scott until the second set of games is over, with hopes - small hopes, that he will be ready to come home for the night game. I'll certainly watch the night game with him, as long as it means not being alone. I also have to add that now that it is getting darker earlier, it's starting to get slightly depressing. The sun definitely does something for your well being.